N Kaya
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My star
He's my star, The piece I had been missing. It feels peaceful with him, Even amidst the chaotic state. The pain ain't leaving, So does is my star. He's standing by me, Through thick and thin, But deep down, The fear is lingering right inside. The fear of my star fading, Will he leave me when my world begin to crumble? The walls I've built around me, safeguarding the little piece left of me, will he trespass through it and take that piece away, instead of trying to fit in among the little pieces...
A message to you
I looked into your eyes and I find myself drowning in the depths of your love. It felt peaceful being in your arms, even if it's was for a little while. I thought we'd make it till forever. But little did I know, Life had other plans for us. I wish I had known that I would someday get into this endless abyss of pain. Masking my pain with my loud laughters and smiles, to quench the fire burning in my soul. I shouldn't have let my walls go down. I see you looking at me from the corner of my eye...
I'm just a broken girl
I'm just a girl. Broken from the core. Heart shattered into pieces, By the cruel world I emerge into. Loving me is the hardest, Because love is strange. It feels foreign, Even when I have seen and felt it so many times. It's just so surreal. I try so hard, To fit into your perfect world. But then, it just seems to difficult. Because once broken, It might never be same again. And I'm just a broken girl. Trust is a word that can never merge with my soul. Forgive me, If I am not being the gi...
Stuck
In a world where hate and love don't stay at peace, I'm caught between. On one hand I'm so in love with you, The feelings that comes with love. Jealousy, Obsession, Possessive, Caring, Understanding, The undying need to protect you from all harms. But then on the other hand, I hate you so much, That you affect me so much, That you broke me into a thousand million pieces, That you took everything away from me, That you turned me into a shadow of myself, That even after everything you did, I stil...
Unrequited love scar
Why does my heart skips a beat when it hears your name from another's mouth? Why does my breathe get stuck when I see your name typed on my screen by another? Why does my heart still yearn for you, even when I clearly tell everyone that I have gotten over you? Why does the fire in my soul ignites when it catches your glimpse through it's window? And I scream out saying I am not in love with you anymore. Lying to myself? Yes I know! It's so hard to get over you. Everything reminds me of you when...
Unnamed
Scars from the past. Runs across the present, Perhaps future. Trying so hard to erase the scar. But it seemed absolutely futile. Reminding me of my dark past. Oh, it may seem like the victory of my battle fought in the past, But the battle was never victorious. The dark, calling out to me. My heart, drawing up to it. Sinking into the dark, A melancholy of pain, is heard. Trying to break free from it's grasp. But, nothing seems to be working. In a war, Waging my pain and broken heart. But none ...
Caged
Got so used to lies. Painted colors over promises, I watch as you break me each day that passes. But words couldn't form to go against the trauma. They all said I'm being stupid for staying back. But, little did they know what it means to love. Not my Mr right, Of course I know that. The hues of pains, brightens up each day. The crimson red, I'm sinking into. In the devil's abode called a human's home. Torment, Is your middle name. Family, Friends, All deserted. Leaving me to my faith. I've go...
Believe
In the dark of the night, I sat in the quietness. Reminiscing about the unending pains. Drowning in the pains, that held me hostage like a criminal. Everyday feels no different, The pain taking no new turn, but the ache always on the drive. In a void, where I am all alone. When I look around I see the happy souls parading like the own the earth. then why can't I be so? Feeling every bit of happiness that's spread. Filling the dark with the light. It all feels painful, as my soul cracks bit b...
Lost victory
Scars from the past. Runs across the present, Perhaps future. Trying so hard to erase the scar. But it seemed absolutely futile. Reminding me of my dark past. Oh, it may seem like the victory of my battle fought in the past, But the battle was never victorious. The dark, calling out to me. My heart, drawing up to it. Sinking into the dark, A melancholy of pain, is heard. Trying to break free from it's grasp. But, nothing seems to be working. In a war, Waging my pain and broken heart. But none ...
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