Lost victory

N Kaya
@kayan544691
2 days ago

Scars from the past.
Runs across the present,
Perhaps future.
Trying so hard to erase the scar.
But it seemed absolutely futile.
Reminding me of my dark past.
Oh, it may seem like the victory of my battle fought in the past,
But the battle was never victorious.

The dark, calling out to me.
My heart, drawing up to it.
Sinking into the dark,
A melancholy of pain, is heard.
Trying to break free from it's grasp.
But, nothing seems to be working.

In a war,
Waging my pain and broken heart.
But none is bulging,
For none is ready to be defeated.

When will it all be over?
Is it when the world has crumbled? Each pieces sinking in with me.
Or is it when i reach six fit below that it would be over?

Peace snatched,
Loved ones parked.
It's weighing my soul down,
Gradually turning into a clown.
As my pain laughs at me hard.
And everything's turning red.

Failed them all.
Forgive me, for my past has taken it all.
Hope I heal.

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