Unrequited love scar
N Kaya@kayan544691
3 months ago
Why does my heart skips a beat when it hears your name from another's mouth?
Why does my breathe get stuck when I see your name typed on my screen by another?
Why does my heart still yearn for you, even when I clearly tell everyone that I have gotten over you?
Why does the fire in my soul ignites when it catches your glimpse through it's window?
And I scream out saying I am not in love with you anymore.
Lying to myself?
Yes I know!
It's so hard to get over you.
Everything reminds me of you when are same time we don't hold a lot of memories together.
It's been years, but I still haven't found someone to give my love to.
You were not worthy.
You threw every blame at me,
Calling me names.
My heart, fragile and soft like butter,
But you stepped on it crushing it to your heart's content.
But you still threw it all at me, telling me it's all my fault.
Why?
Because I loved and still love you?
Is that how it is?
I never knew the pain of unrequited love till I got hit by the painful storm of unrequited love.
Everyday for years, my heart keeps breaking.
But I know, you're living your life, forgetting I ever existed in your life.
I still question my worth,
Because you made me look worthless.
Trying to please you,
Little did I know,
Pleasing a heart as dark as the devil's abode could never make the light illuminate the heart.
I still ask myself, is love really so difficult?
Or maybe loving the wrong person is,
Or maybe am just stupidly in love,
Or perhaps my soft heart is the reason for my doom.
But all questions seems to have a yes as the answer.
I doubt I would ever heal.
