I'm just a broken girl

N Kaya
@kayan544691
21 days ago

I'm just a girl.
Broken from the core.
Heart shattered into pieces,
By the cruel world I emerge into.

Loving me is the hardest,
Because love is strange.
It feels foreign,
Even when I have seen and felt it so many times.
It's just so surreal.

I try so hard,
To fit into your perfect world.
But then, it just seems to difficult.
Because once broken,
It might never be same again.
And I'm just a broken girl.

Trust is a word that can never merge with my soul.
Forgive me,
If I am not being the girl you want.

My pains,
Taking my loved ones from me.
My hands invisibly tied by the chains of my past,
That I am struggling to break free from.
Forgive me,
If I am not being the girl you want.

Pain is all I know,
It's so familiar.
The whispers of pain seems to draw me closer.
For it knows, it has been the one all along.

What if I could still feel love?
What if I could still have a brighter heart?
A less bruised soul?
A pure heart?
Just what if you're that key to my liberation.
From fetters of pain.
Liberating my soul from the grip of agony.
Letting my heart gather it's pieces.
Filling my heart and soul with your luminescence.
With your mythical radiance.
That takes me away from the ethereal void.

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