Chained Thoughts

Faith David Jr.
@faithdavidjr004758
25 days ago

From the diary of a bipolar..

To her current cold hearted self too numb to feel, and too indifferent to even try.

I am sorry..

I should have loved and be loved better not harder. I should have never begged to be loved.

I should have never settled for less at the expense of my sanity. But how would I have known then? I was too innocent and naive to have looked before I leaped.

Now I am forced to live with the scars of memories that never learned how to stay dead; reminding me that some wounds never bleed out.

They just rot quietly beneath the skin.

#poetry #hellonircle #nirclepoetry #neighbors
#diary #diaryofabipolar

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