Chained Thoughts

Faith David Jr.
@faithdavidjr004758
21 days ago

Diary of a bipolar..

It's has been while.
365 days of overthinking again.

Perhaps, not wanting a reoccurring theme.
Perhaps just the habitual game play of moodsl
Most definitely

No definitely not.

I know this feeling; it is pain.
I feel the burning embers of my last emo fires, darkening my walls.
Warming up my coals with memories and instigating thoughts.
My dreams are left in a wake of my troubled thoughts, night terrors and endless uneventful waking moments drowning in my own sweat.

What is this that has come upon us?
We thought we had put this behind us.
Ages ago while we mourned the death of innocence and happiness.
What is this that aches my heart, squeezing it of it's last drop of life. One she had struggled to hide a few moment before she was mudered.

This is a reoccurring theme.

But then could I ever write a happy one?
When?
Maybe never. I'm never seeing the light.
Perhaps maybe if we try again, walk some more

Liar!

There is no light at the end of this tunnel.
We knew that when we walked into it.
When we locked the door and lost the keys.

But!

Don't fight it any longer, don't fight us any longer.
We only have each other now.

Could this be a reoccurring theme?

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