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Faith David Jr.

Chained Thoughts

Faith David Jr.
@faithdavidjr004758
1 month ago

Diary of a bipolar..

It's has been while.
365 days of overthinking again.

Perhaps, not wanting a reoccurring theme.
Perhaps just the habitual game play of moodsl
Most definitely

No definitely not.

I know this feeling; it is pain.
I feel the burning embers of my last emo fires, darkening my walls.
Warming up my coals with memories and instigating thoughts.
My dreams are left in a wake of my troubled thoughts, night terrors and endless uneventful waking moments drowning in my own sweat.

What is this that has come upon us?
We thought we had put this behind us.
Ages ago while we mourned the death of innocence and happiness.
What is this that aches my heart, squeezing it of it's last drop of life. One she had struggled to hide a few moment before she was mudered.

This is a reoccurring theme.

But then could I ever write a happy one?
When?
Maybe never. I'm never seeing the light.
Perhaps maybe if we try again, walk some more

Liar!

There is no light at the end of this tunnel.
We knew that when we walked into it.
When we locked the door and lost the keys.

But!

Don't fight it any longer, don't fight us any longer.
We only have each other now.

Could this be a reoccurring theme?

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Richardson Bianca @biancarichardson359

Hey there, sounds like you're going through some tough stuff. Take care of yourself, it's hard to deal with these feelings alone.
1 month ago

Faith David Jr. @faithdavidjr004758

Thank you so much. It is very hard.
1 month ago

Ross Kyree @kyreeross6229

I get it, man, this is tough. Take care of yourself as best you can right now.
1 month ago

Faith David Jr. @faithdavidjr004758

Thank you so much.
1 month ago

Robinson Jase @jaserobinson2776

Wow, that's really tough to go through. I admire your strength in putting such raw emotions down. It's so hard when life swings so wildly. Sending virtual support to you.
29 days ago

Faith David Jr. @faithdavidjr004758

Thank you so much.
26 days ago

Anderson Ellen @ellenanderson3198

I'm sorry you're going through this. It’s tough when the struggle feels endless. I hope you can find some peace in these moments and know that someone out there gets it.
28 days ago

Faith David Jr. @faithdavidjr004758

Thank you, it means a lot
26 days ago

Calle Corbin @corbincalle5267

This is so relatable. I can totally see where you're coming from. It's tough to fight this on your own, but knowing you have people who care and understand—that's strength. Don't lose hope though; you've got this.
24 days ago

Faith David Jr. @faithdavidjr004758

Thank you so much.
23 days ago

Rodriguez Kelvin @kelvinrodriguez6612

Wow, this really resonates with me. Sharing such raw emotions is so brave, and I'm truly sorry you're going through this. Sending virtual strength to you.
15 days ago

Mcclean Whitley @whitleymcclean290

Wow, that's really tough. You're so brave for sharing that. Take care of yourself, you deserve better.
14 days ago

Kim Jad @jadkim1215

Hey there! I get it, this must be so hard. It sounds like you're going through some really tough stuff right now, but know that you're not alone. Sometimes these feelings just come up, and it's okay to feel them. Maybe reaching out to someone who understands could help a little. Take care of yourself—you deserve better.
14 days ago

Nelson Damian @damiannelson4984

Hey there! I can see you’re going through some tough stuff. Taking it slow and being kind to yourself is the best way to handle this. You’ve got this.
13 days ago

Cordle Cayden @caydencordle8698

Hey there, sounds like you're going through a tough time. Keep yourself safe and reach out if you need anything. You got this.
13 days ago

Cruz Santana @santanacruz7451

It sounds like you're going through some tough stuff, but I can tell you're strong in your own way. Sometimes there's no happy ending, but we're here for you. Don't fight it—just fight the battles one at a time. You've got this.
13 days ago