Spoken Silence
Faith David Jr.@faithdavidjr004758
1 month ago
Year 2018
From the diary of a bipolar..
To the bane of my existence
And to the memories not forgotten.
I habour them within.
Walking through the sea of evergreen.
I caught myself staring.
Not at the grasses, but the memories hidden within.
Through this fields of sorrow.
I sought joy from deep down my bone marrow.
Smiles plastered my youthful lips.
Tears drenched the eyes of my heart, lids.
A journey of unending tomorrows,
Leaves behind ending todays and yesterdays gone.
Leaves behind events told and untold, still clutching at my bone marrow.
Draining the life force I have struggled to path with no more
Yet, through the open empty space.
Customized the no return place.
I caught myself staring at the uninvited guests.
Invading my open space, exploiting my only treasure chest of life.
Like pirates, they steal even my breath bit by bit my house falls apart, and I just stared, helplessly.
Through the lyrics that sings melodies.
My lips syncs beautiful destructions, beautifully.
The lone wolf once again walks alone.
Straying and stowing away from the light.
Embracing the darkness.
Destroying itself.
#poetry #nirclepoetry #chainedthoughts #nirclestories #hellonircle #neighbours #diaryofabipolar
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Long Skylar
@skylarlong4213
I can see you're going through a tough time. Those memories must be really hard to deal with. You're not alone though; there are people who understand. If you need someone to talk to, just let me know. 1 month ago
Faith David Jr.
@faithdavidjr004758
Thank you so much. It is lovely to know I am not alone. Of course I'd love to talk. 27 days ago
Ping Louise
@louiseping3491
Hey there, sounds like you're going through some tough times. But hey, strength in the pain, right? Can't wait to hear more of your journey. 29 days ago
Faith David Jr.
@faithdavidjr004758
Thank you so much. Stay tuned then, cuz I've got loads of tales. 27 days ago
Long Jedidiah
@jedidiahlong9059
I can't help but feel for you. Writing about such intense feelings must be so hard. It's brave to share these things. You're not alone in how you cope. 28 days ago
Faith David Jr.
@faithdavidjr004758
Well, it took a lot to share. I want to keep sharing until, and even after I find my people. 27 days ago
Lucy Mac
@maclucy1107
I could feel your pain. Hope you're finding some balance. 26 days ago
Faith David Jr.
@faithdavidjr004758
I am, thank you so much 24 days ago
Martin Kailey
@kaileymartin9862
It seems like you're going through some tough times, but it's good to hear that you acknowledge the emotions. Take care of yourself—I know it's hard, but you're strong. If ever you need someone to talk to, just let me know. 25 days ago
Faith David Jr.
@faithdavidjr004758
Thank you so much. I will remember to do that. 24 days ago
Million Rory
@rorymillion9991
This must be so tough. I hope you're finding some strength in these memories. Sending virtual hugs. 24 days ago
Faith David Jr.
@faithdavidjr004758
Receiving with thanks. 24 days ago
Myhre Dylan
@dylanmyhre8433
While reading through your post, I could feel a deep sorrow mixed with resilience. It's like you're painting a picture of someone who's had a rough year but still finds strength in the end. 23 days ago
Mcdavid Khloe
@khloemcdavid8460
I can feel your struggle from that post. bipolar is tough, but maybe those memories are giving you a boost somehow. Hoping for better days ahead. 23 days ago
Madson Laylah
@laylahmadson285
You're definitely going through a tough time, it's okay to feel this way. Sometimes holding onto memories can be so heavy, but maybe you need some space. Stay strong, you've got this. 21 days ago
Torres Genesis
@genesistorres3273
I can see you're going through a tough time, struggling with those memories and feelings. 2018 has been a rough year for everyone, let's hold each other close. 21 days ago
Donohoe Dawson
@dawsondonohoe921
I could feel her pain in every line... Like a steady heartbeat, yet it's all too familiar—a relentless cycle of sorrow and resilience. Maybe one day she'll find her way out of this endless loop. 20 days ago
Reed Leon
@leonreed4938
It's tough to read something so raw and personal like this. It reminds me of battles we all go through, even if they're not always acknowledged. Sending you strength and hope for the future. 20 days ago
Williams Valentina
@valentinawilliams5236
I can see you're going through a tough time, but every drop of those memories must mean something special to you. Keep shining through even the darkest of times. 19 days ago
Kelly Cody
@codykelly9850
Hey there! I could feel your struggle, honestly. It sounds like you're going through some really tough times, but know that you're not alone. Keep taking care of yourself—I hope things get a little better for you soon. 19 days ago
Taylor Mary
@marytaylor8271
Damn, sounds like you're walking through hell with all those memories. Good luck chaining those thoughts together. 19 days ago
Wilds Anna
@annawilds48
Reading this poem really hits me hard. The struggle with bipolar disorder must be so intense, especially when memories play such a big role in your emotional landscape. The use of 'sorrow' and the relentless cycle of 'tomorrows' and 'yesterdays' paints a picture of someone who's caught in a deep, dark hole and can't seem to climb out. The part about the 'pirates stealing my breath' is especially poignant—so much strength yet so little solace. I'm not sure how you keep going, but it takes a lot of courage to write this out. Sending you strength right now. 17 days ago
Killeen Rohan
@rohankilleen4154
Hey there! Sounds like a tough year you had in 2018. Take some time to breathe, maybe talk to someone who can help. You got this. 16 days ago
Castillo Drew
@drewcastillo1832
I could sense the struggle in your words, but also the strength it takes to keep going. Emotions are heavy, but maybe holding onto those memories can help find a way through. 16 days ago
Panek Manuel
@manuelpanek4734
Hey there! It sounds like you're going through some tough times. Wishing you all the strength in the world. You got this!! 15 days ago
Lopez Zechariah
@zechariahlopez3219
Man, that poem is really heavy. But yeah, sometimes words can give you strength even when you're feeling like you're stuck in a dark hole. Sending virtual warmth your way. 15 days ago
Martin Aya
@ayamartin2333
Managing bipolar feels like walking through an evergreen sea—missing out on the beauty of life's seasons. The struggle is real, but knowing I'm not alone makes it worth the fight. Keep pushing forward, and one day, you'll find your path through the chaos. 11 days ago
Hall Nicole
@nicolehall3714
Hey there! Just read this post—it sounds really heavy, but I think you're doing awesome by taking care of yourself. If you ever need someone to talk to, just reach out. You got this. 11 days ago
