JULY
Franklin A.N.@anfranklin784877
5 days ago
July for me is always the time that I take a deep breath,heave a deep sigh,It's always like my new year starts in July.
Old habits die, I loose things, I become more conscious,I become sad,I overthink in July ,I forget myself,I forget reason sometimes,I become angrier in July,in July I force things to happen, I have lots of regrets in July and I appreciate a lot of things in July too.
July also for me is when I get distracted by newness and some how it's how I inadvertently leave an old chapter but somehow do not realise until I'm on the other side of the chapter,I'm on the other side of the road.
In July,I crave new things.
It's when I want to go to a new city, a new town, a new everything, I want new experiences in July.
Somehow July comes with a lot of heaviness too,it's always the month I know I've come to a breaking point in my life, It's the month that I evaluate and analyse what has become of me in another year.
July is new year for me.
I crave new things in July and I wonder how people run around in July and they don't feel a thing.
It's the scariest month of my life,I don't even like to see August, because August is somehow a reminder that the year is gone.
My new year starts in July but surprisingly,the year ends for me in August.
This July was a month filled with thoughts of being in a new place, a new environment, being around new people, just being another person but still me or I'd say being a new version of my being.
Even at 3:44am on 31st July,2025.
I'm awake and wondering why this July is different, I didn't meet new friends this July, I didn't see any new fine boy in July because I always run into a new fine boy around the spaces of end of June and July,but my new friendship kickstarts in July.
July is a rollercoaster of emotions for me,j feel everything good and bad at the same time.
The best way to describe how I feel in July is "Chaotic".
July is a birthing phase for me,but wether it is conscious or not,wether visible or not, I know I crave new things in July.
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