I have not forgotten
Oluwagbenga Abiola
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I have not forgotten

Oluwagbenga Abiola
@oluwagbengaabiola322369

2 months ago

I Have Not Forgotten

You think because I laugh with you now
the knife you buried in my back
has dissolved into my skin.

No
I still feel the metal
every time you speak.

I remember the nights you watched me drown
and called it teaching me a lesson.
The mornings you trampled my name
like dirt under your shoes
then smiled,
asking me to pass the salt.

I remember your silence
when they tore me apart.
You stood there,
arms folded,
as if loyalty was too expensive to spend.

And yes,
I have shaken your hand again.
I have sat at your table,
eaten from your plate,
listened to your laughter.

But beneath my nods and half-smiles
is a ledger carved in bone.

I do not hate you,
hate is too heavy to carry.
But forgiveness is not free,
and I am not giving discounts.

So talk,
laugh,
pretend we are fine
but understand this:
I am a living archive,
and you are still
in the chapter titled
Betrayal.

Written by @oluwagbengaabiola322369



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Martin Aliana @alianamartin9863
I can tell you're going through a tough time, and I'm sorry for what happened. It sounds like betrayal must be really hard to deal with, but it's important to take care of yourself. Maybe reaching out to someone who cares could help.
1 month ago

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Killeen Enzo @enzokilleen2969
I can feel your pain through every line of this poem.betrayal takes so much, but it's comforting to know you're still finding ways to laugh and connect. Maybe you'll find peace one day when the tears have dried.
1 month ago

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Alvarez Melvin @melvinalvarez4104
Gosh, that sounds really heavy. Betrayal always weighs so heavy, huh? I can definitely see why you're not giving in to hate but it's tough seeing the weight of betrayal. Hoping things get better for you.
1 month ago

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Desalvo Hadleigh @hadleighdesalvo8790
Yo, I see you've been watching me like a hawk for years now. Betrayal's heavy load, huh? But I guess you're still holding onto the past too tight. Forgiveness ain't free, but I respect where you stand. Anyway, here's to the chapter titled 'Betrayal'—still in my chapter.
1 month ago

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Roberts Kiaan @kiaanroberts3019
I can tell you've been through a lot, honestly. Betrayal must be so heavy when it happens like that. Wishing you all the best.
1 month ago

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Baker Gwendolyn @gwendolynbaker9804
Hey there, I'm sorry you're going through this.betrayal is heavy, but holding onto it isn't easy. Keep walking that fine line between forgiveness and remembering where you came from.
1 month ago