PANGS

Franklin A.N.
@anfranklin784877
25 days ago

📌PANGS.

August has come with its pangs.
All the days of July and August have just been a loop of trying to get out.

Out of what exactly?
A heaviness, A weight.

Today that flicker of light was no where to be found. My neighborhood lost about 4 people and there's been whining, there's been talks, there's been a settling in the words of people of how peaceful they would be on the other side of life.

I wonder,can't there be a belief that life can be peaceful here?
I crave peace, I want it.

I want to know that this here on this path of life has meaning, I do know it has meaning but I want to feel the meaning.

I feel pangs of pain, I feel pangs of discomfort,some days I feel anger, somedays I feel numb, somedays I take it at a time.

I want to cry but I can't,I just live through and wait it out for when it will pass.
I don't ever want to see seasons like this past July and August again, ever in my life.

There will be transitioning seasons, moments of change, moments of transformation.

It was the 29th and as though my heaviness knew the date,like it's conscious of day and time, I want August to go away,Also I want this version of me to die completely.

Just like Christ,I want to wake up in newness of life, I want to wake up a new person.
I hope what I feel are like pangs of birth, birthing a new me ,hence it's my birthday even next month.

September is the 9th month,9 months signify birth.
I do want to birth myself anew, someone I'll recognise and know.

This person I am currently is almost unrecognisable by me.
August has brought pangs.

Today is August 31st and I woke up at 6am.
It's Sunday but also I had a breaking moment again yesterday night.
But August has come to say farewell today and I can't wait to say farewell too,I'm lying searching for myself in my body,to feel like me in this self.

But I just know,this fuss ends today.

Goodbye August,You brought pangs of pain and heaviness.

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