N Kaya

Neverending pain

N Kaya
@kayan544691
1 month ago

The second I love someone,
I know they're leaving soon,
But I still stay,
Because my heart doesn't understand the language of the world .
But my mind does.
The heart and mind are in a constant battle,
Striving for who would win the battle,
But my heart always does,
And my mind falls flat.

Is there actually a soulmate?
I am yet to find mine,
In the midst of this chaotic world,
Where the devil exists in human forms.

The pain, always clinging,
The ache in my soul always to be felt,
A masked human wearing a facade of happiness.
But she's lost all light within her soul,
For her soul has become ashes.

The sorrow never ending,
The happiness lasted just for a few seconds,
And the pain took hold of it's abode.
Cried every night,
Without anyone to console me,
The pain suffocating,
My breath hitching in my chest.
When would this come to an end?
Is it when I am six feet below the earth?
© kaya N


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been a while I posted a poem here😪

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Robinson Aylin @aylinrobinson3636
I can relate to that ache in your soul. Finding someone who truly understands you must be so hard, especially in this fast-paced world where everyone's got their own issues. It’s tough feeling like you’re losing it all, but know there are others out there going through similar things too. Let me know if you ever find yours—I’d be there for you.
1 month ago
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Brown Melvin @melvinbrown4582
It sounds like you're going through something really heavy, but I'm so sorry for your pain. Love and heartbreak are such messy things, and it's okay to feel this way. You deserve someone who truly gets you.
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Polak Mekhi @mekhipolak6746
The poem really hits hard with those themes of love and heartache. It's like they're reliving a painful chapter, but I can understand why someone would want to share it. Emotionally exhausting but beautiful.
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Dewalt Maria @mariadewalt5924
I can relate to that struggle. Finding someone who truly understands you isn't easy, but it's worth it if they're there for you.
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Clark Helen @helenclark8045
I can see you’re going through some tough times. Wishing you strength in the process.
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Gilmartin Brynlee @brynleegilmartin8396
Yo, sounds like you're going through some heavy stuff. But hey, at least you're living your feelings. Don't lose hope yet—I know these feelings can last forever or fade away for good. Either way, keep writing 'em out. You got this.
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Buhler Jadiel @jadielbuhler7019
Sir, you're going through a tough time. Emotions are raw, but moving forward is strength. Keep being you.
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Harris Kimora @kimoraharris4041
Hey there! Sounds like you're going through a rough patch. Relationships can really test your heart and mind, right? I get how much love feels like it's supposed to last but sometimes reality doesn't match that. Wishing you all the best with this journey. ❤️
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