The things I never needed

joy Anderson
@joyanderson211333
7 months ago

Pain is the relative I never needed
Handed to me a brother I wish I didn't have to take care of

Silence is the language I speak
Tears are the rivers in my mind
They're endless torrents of waves
But never will they fall or spill

Words are the twists tugging at my mind and soul
The binds and chains of emotions tying me down
Words are the only language I understand
Hurtful as they are ,much needed are they .
My ears , they bleed with the
Swarming emissions from the lips and mouths of people who don't deserve them.

Heart is the part of me that's a curse in the guise of a blessing
My seemingly non existent strings are twisted to tight
They're too tangled to understand what it's feeling but beat too fast at the slightest sense of attention

The crawls on my skin I never needed nor wanted
Give it time they said ,it's puberty they said
I'm passed that stage now and now they've become my very close friends.

My mind ,a cookie jar to my thoughts
A cookie for each night I lay awake
But then each night ,the taste of the cookie I await
The more bitter my curiosity ...........

I got lost for words there 😅😅
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