the Chaos theory
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3 months ago
Hi there my name is March and this story is brought to you by "My Story Blog (MSB)" I hope you enjoy it.
Steve stood out side for hours waiting for me to show up.
Steve: where is she
Steve picked up his phone and dialed my phone number i picked it up ;
Steve: Where are you
March: am waiting for the bus
Steve: hurry up we are about to close the school gate.
So I rushed my way to school and made it late.
Me: thanks Steve
Steve: yeah, you own me one.
Me: make it two
Steve: how about three
We laughed about it till I got into the class room we'll I usually enjoy the class teaching but today was special because I set my eyes for a boy named Mark. Damn he looked so cute. The teacher noticed that I wasn't paying attention. He said;
Teacher: Pay attention March
Me: sorry sir am broke no money for attention
By the time it hit me I was in detention I didn't plan to say that out loud. I swear bits can really kidnap your mind at time they are all thieves hmm. I spent 2 hours bored only I and 4 kids in the detention hall the teacher asleep. I saw Steve enter the detention hall
Me: holy shit what the hech are you doing here
Steve: I made the math teacher send me here I can't see you alone
I looked at him
Me: Steve isn't this act going to affect your honor score under your behavior analysis you know for the first time in 6 years you'll have detention count 1 right
Steve looked like a shit as he ran off to beg the teacher!!!! OMG I couldn't stop laughing.
While I was going home a police car pulled over and my big brother told me to get in
Me: of course Dennis why do you have to pick me up with a freaking cop car. I already look like an ex convict with out this.
Dennis: your safety matters a lot
Me: awwwnn but my social health don't matter right
Dennis: I don't like to argue about these things.
Me: oh my God now in my university certificate they'll see that am an ex convict
Me: which person would let me near her for medical check up.
Me: it's affecting my....
Dennis : get out of the car.
Me: surprised no, disappointed yes
Dennis: you are at home WTH are you still mumbling about
I ignored him and walked like a queen but as I was Going in I looked and I saw we had new neighbors. I was so excited I jumped and rolled I made a pancake (Steve: your mum did it she couldn't let you burn the house.me: shut it dunbass I didn't it) as I went to their front yard I hit the door bell and a demi god sent formthe world of handsome universe answered me an he said
Josh:
"Radiant smile, sparkling eyes,
A vision of beauty, a sweet surprise.
You shine so bright, like a star in the night,
A lovely gem, a pure delight.
How may I assist, this lovely face?
Is there a way, I can fill a space?
Perhaps a helping hand, or a listening ear?
I was stroked away by life because of if nature make this guy to be with me I love nature
I mumbled
Me: well hhhehehello mmmmmammammy naaaame issssss march
Josh:
"March, oh March, a name so divine,
A beauty to match, a heart so fine.
Why did you walk, when you should float instead?
Your radiance shines, leaving all else unsaid.
Your feet, they barely touch, the ground below,
For you are a gem, that's meant to glow.
A priceless treasure, that's what you are,
A sparkling diamond, beyond compare.
Your presence illuminates, the darkest night,
A shining star, that guides with delight.
March, oh March, you are a wondrous sight,
A treasure to behold, a pure delight. My name is josh".
Me: mmmmm heerree I mmmaaade u aa pie
He took it thanked me and I left kh my God he's freaking handsome. I got used to his compliments and we spoke liwk normal fronds now. I decided to introduce him to Steve but both of them weren't friendly to each other. It seems that they don't like each other so I git used to that too. One day when I came back from the church Josh came and he said;
Josh:
I have been lost in a void of darkness. The sadness creeping in my heart. The light moving further away, Every where was cold till I meet and touched your hands were warm. You brighten my life. You gave me another reason to live. You are one of my seven minutes. Please I ask you can I and you become a thing. I can not leave this feeling
I sayed.
Me: okay
But my mind was in party. My brain dialed not braining and imagination world but they were on strike. I was on cloud 10. I told Steve he smiled warmly and said congratulations. I left him and headed home with a happy face. Steve didn't show up for 6 days at school and when I go to his house his not any where. I felt sad I missed my bud but one day while I and Josh went out side on our 31st date in 3 month Josh excused him self and I saw a message in his smart phone. Though I wasn't really interested in it but then checked and ai saw a girl number that wasn't saved sent a message bye bye babe.
I was shocked and couldn't speak as to I don't know my left from my right.
I felt like my world had crumbled. The guy I thought loved me, the one who wrote me the most beautiful poems, was cheating on me. I couldn't breathe, I couldn't think. I just stood there, frozen in shock.
Josh came back, oblivious to the fact that I had seen the message. He smiled at me, and I wanted to scream. I wanted to hurt him like he hurt me.
"Hey, what's wrong?" he asked, noticing the look on my face.
I shook my head, unable to speak. I turned around and walked away, leaving him standing there.
The next few days were a blur. I couldn't eat, I couldn't sleep. I just kept thinking about Josh and that girl. I felt like I was going crazy.
Steve showed up at my doorstep, concerned about me. "What's going on, March? You look like you've lost your last friend."
I broke down in tears, telling him everything. He listened, his face grim.
"I knew he was trouble," he said, when I finished. "But I didn't want to hurt you, so I kept quiet."
I felt a pang of regret. Why didn't I listen to Steve? Why did I trust Josh so blindly?
As the days went by, I sank deeper into depression. I couldn't focus on anything, I couldn't see a future without Josh. I felt like I was drowning in my own sorrow.
And then, the flashbacks started. Memories of my past, of my parents' divorce, of my struggles in school. It all came flooding back, and I couldn't stop it.
I felt like I was losing myself, like I was disappearing into my own chaos. And I didn't know how to stop it..
I pushed my self away from everyone. I kept to mu self my family felt worried most especially Steve.
Josh came to my door step.
Me: what do you want
Josh: I'm sorry
I won't lie I still love him but I also have developed feelings for Steve and they both sent phony text saying they want to go out with me. OMG this was a disaster I love but I love I don't know
