Restless desire

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@miraclemiracle935004
4 months ago

#poetry

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I'm feeling down again
it's not hard just call them,but I won't
my body feels like it should be palpated
I'll just click on my phone and I have what I want
but I can't do it. It seems like a cage
like I have been tied to it

a place where I can never know rest
I can never have my peace
I can never feel safe from my desires
I only need to install WhatsApp
I already have it installed
I just need to formulate a number

I'll be xes caming, but I won't, I won’t do it
because another person is holding me, to be here
two men want me to be there with them
this is a story of a human being battling with dark desires
a story of self control to the extreme
of controversial longings, a story that’ll be told in the world

I'll be fine.

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