PAIN BREAK

claire zoella
@clairezoella987822
1 day ago

slowly by slowly
the pain becomes addictive
I know it isn't right
but who can stop me right ?
I choos what to do for myself
but it isn't that easy
no matter how happy I get
why does the opposite attract me
day to day, week to week
month to month, year to year
I keep on asking myself
what is happiness?
no matter how hard I try
the worse always turns to worst
but I try even harder
sometimes I wonder to myself
what's the point of hanging on
if everyday a fake mask has to get worn

#poetry

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