My Virginity,His Grave

AvaLon101
@gideonavalon496484
3 months ago

*My virginity, His Grave*

If only he knew how devilish I am, he would never have decided to rąpe me.

This is my story.

My name is Oge
You can call me God's time.
I had a boyfriend whom I loved so much that I could do anything just to please him.
He knew of this affection of mine and yet, he chose to toil with my feelings.

I wonder why guys are this way but, this doesn't bother me anymore cause,... I have grown immune to all the nonsense he does and always make me come back begging for his attention always.

However, it's true I could do anything for my man. That is, I hardly love but when I love, I love with everything breathing in me. But this never included my virginity.

Trust me I've been so scared of having s~ex cause of the tiny stories behind it.
The bleeding, the result being pregnant and many more.
My guy has asked me many times that he wanted that to be an engagement between us.

Trust me.. If I had all I wished within me, I would have given it to him a long time without him asking.
I've always tried to explain to him about my fear of that and... When im set I would be the one instead to let him have it in full.
He seemed like he understood while he never did.

A faithful Friday night,...
My so called boyfriend came to my lodge unannounced.
I asked him why he ever informed me, but he covered it up and lied he was going to a friend's get together night party and decided to drop by.

I allowed him to relax after making him a hot noodle.
I was on my nighty while I climbed my bed to sleep he went to take a shower.

After showering, he came to cuddle me which felt warmer.
Next he started touching me carelessly, I knew what he wanted but my whole knowledge ended in just romance.

He continued and I tried make him understand I wasn't in the mood. He continued and this time with force.
He over powered me by stretching my hands and holding them with his knees.

I tried to make him understand it was hurting but he didn't want to hear me out.
He continued.. Until he had my clothes torn and had his way inside of me.
I screamed so loud that I nearly deafened my self.

He took my virginity by force.. Cause he felt he was stronger than I was.
I felt defeated.. Nothing to fight fit no more
All reservations went useless, all my plans and imaginations on my first night having it with him went blank.
So this is it? I asked my self
This is what it feels like to be ra} ped

By my own lover...
I remembered when my mentor Avalon told me not to love with all in me
It would fail me someday...
And here it is..
I have learned it the hard way..

My lover was still pushing through in me
My laps stained in bkøod.. The internal injury and tear was much and yet, he kept increasing the injury.
I stretched my hand into my purse closeby and got a perfume bottle I always carried about..

With the last strength in me,... I sent it straight on his skull
He shouted so loud in pain while the bottle shattered on the bed.
His bkøod flowed So thick on my chest and we were both In the pool of bløod

Then he felt the pain I feel
But this time... He moved a little while and stopped breathing
His manHøod went soft again and his eyes wide opened
I looked him in the eye.. Rubbed my ass in his dead dïck and said...

You took my virginity with force...
Now I've sent you to your grave with force..
I rushed into the shower 🚿..
Bathed quickly and dragged his blöody body out of my room.
Pushed him down the stairs and sat at my door post
Waiting patiently for morning to come
Maybe I deserve to rot in jail.

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