I ENDED LIKE MY MOTHER
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I ENDED LIKE MY MOTHER

Marvellous Godsadler
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11 months ago

As I staggered through the track
it followed me, repeating the same
As if I was deaf.

”YOU END LIKE HER "
“YOU MUST END LIKE HER"
This little demon won't leave my ears
this is what it keeps saying to me
as I walked through the track


I see it, oh, I see what he says
it is happening
I'm ending up just like my mother
No single pattern is skipped
I'm repeating it exactly like
A movie being replayed for rewatch


She quit just miles away from success
and yes that's what I'm doing exactly
she got me out of wedlock and oh
as I write, there's a growth already in me
A growth rejected by the sower.

she was a failure and yes
I'm replicating this
I'm a failure

it's wired to be and I'm no Electrician to unwire it
I just have to live as this and tomorrow
my seed would live it too.


I found out late that these patterns can be broken
my seed would break it, if she wishes.
I wish her well

#Poet
#generationalpatterns
#breakoutfromnegativepatterns

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