Flirty thoughts

Being in a situation you could either talk, act or move but only feel_ imagine playing a track-back on this hypnosis!!.
Always felt hungry but as i started eating found out i had little to no appetite, this really pisses me off.
I need some sort of motive that could flame the hunger buried beneath my soul.
My health condition, family status and personal grievances would've been enough to do the job but funny enough it isn't. Maybe something to flip my switch, a sort of an inspiring phenomenon/ event, anything of such good enough and capable of triggering and setting me off on cheater mood.
I know myself and i know how my instincts operates when am mentally activated.
At this point of my life it can be a hell of rollercoaster but dancing and navigating my way is a stance i have to perfect on.
I might not be as clever nor as smart as i portray but who the hell gives a f**k about what and whom, when impact is yet to be visible and professionally acquainted. You know the world we grew up to meet is so different from the world that has evolved in recent years, that's to say resolutions has to be made, ball's needs to be fixed but on who's account?.
Eventually experience and RESPONSIBILITY set and determines a matured mind but more-over value can only be achieved through long-term perspective and preparation.
#thoughts
#mind