Dozens of Mixed Reactions Hundreds Deep Thoughts Thousands Irrational OpinionsBut One TRUE FEELING

David Michael Chidiebere
@michaelchidieberedavid863694
3 months ago

How do you feel?
That's a big one dawg
Uhm am having mixed feelings
Like a husband in a swing who got a message of his wife's miscarriage

Deep Smiles are costly these days
Love is a cheap commodity easily bought
Intentions are wrapped like a gift to a bride on her wedding day
Apology is more like a course with no tutor
Pride rules, heartbreak overthrown

My moves hurt her feelings, she's perturbed!
I'm not trying to hurt her
There's a war inside my head
But she thinks she's not doing enough
She flaunts exquisitely around me even though
At the moment My desires aren't carnal

In my head it feels like I'm tryna push a mountain across a river.
I tried to be neutral but the realities of day to day life got in my way.
As the picture gets clearer the image gets bigger

That's why sometimes I write drunk and edit sober.
Because my words are as sword of an invading villain
They pierce my heart as I see them coming

Are we truly living our lives ?
Or fulfilling the prophecies of those that lived before us?
The end is death yet we puzzle to many mysteries
We live once but it feels like I've been here before now

If the end snatches all we worked for
I'm troubled, what do we present as proof of best lives?
Deepest thoughts what if no legacy is left behind here?

There is so much noise out there
It's not a noise of chaos but of Joy
Very far away it draws near like a haboob
It's pathetic many will not live to see
Either by natural cause nor self destruction
I fear if the dews of this will fall on me too
Or will I just witness? I lament !

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