DIARY OF A TEANAGE GIRL
SONI JKIMS@sonijkims636495
20 days ago
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They have mouths but cannot speak,they have eyes but cannot see psalms 115_5 .My sunday school teachers advice echoed in my mind as i covered myself with a thin piece of blanket in my room that night .I thought my mom was strict but watching this generation actually she saved me.I was the black
sheep amongst my friends just because i did not live flashy lifestyl just like them.I never had time to party and enjoy with them , just because mom ensured i had more work , which i associated with forced labour but with time i knew it was all vital and was designed in my life path to save me.
After church on a particular sunday, my friend lara bought for me a packet of chocolate and asked me if i could walk with her home which i agreed. On our way he started narrating-- do you remember
mr ken my cfo [ current financing officer} ,i listened keenly without interupting,he almost killed me yesterday .I turned immediately to confirm if she was not playing tricks on me and to my surprise her eyes were already teary. she continued, when we met yesterday in our usual meeting restaurant i saw the animosity in him and i can truly confirm he is inhuman.after finishing our meal we went to our room and since i already knew what he wanted i went strait to the bathing room , after coming out of the bathing room i met him moving to and fro which made me to stand transfixed on the ground staring at him. He came towards me and grabbed me forcefull hiting my head against the wall.As he continously hit my head he said: your mind focuses on only sex,dont you know my marriage is almost breaking just because of you,i thought this was a secret why did you tell your friends, about it and for your information you should start taking ARVS am already a HIV AND AIDS patient.At that time i was wounded sevearely and blood was ooozing from several parts of my body. however,the last statement hurt more than my physical bruises.I just cant beleive, with a A in my KCSE and my dream carrer as a Medical Doctor my life is in shackles just because of lust. He did stop there he gave me huge amount of money so that i would not report him.someone knocked our door and thats how i dressed quickly and walked out with my head buried down and the money he gave me in purse.Which court will i report a lawyer in this corrupt country.She concluded and breathed heavily .
I stared at her keenly before i could say anthing and i could tell she had more to say.She continued do you know Albert,she continued without giving me time to answer.He is mels boyfriend and he was snached from me.Before he was snatched he had introduced me to drugs and had turned me into a drug and sex addict. He went for mell since she had more money than me. I curse the day i met him
if it were not for him i would not have gone for old man like ken.I have tried to stop taking drugs severaly with my efforts bearing no fruits.In my class am the most trusted i speak to others mostly on drugs and substance abuse .They all trust me without knowing i preach water and drink wine.
I dont know my fate but as at now ,do you know am now even in cult.Mercy introduced me to it without my conset and they offered huge sums of money which i enjoyed without caution.In exchange i gave my brother Emmanuel for sacrifice .I dont deserve forgiveness from my parents ,i just deserve death. I lacked any advice to give her instead i asked if we could go back to church and narrate to our pastor. To whom may want to hear be forewarned.