CARELESS LOVE
Ray Khay@raykhay511661
10 months ago
#poetry
I was in my teens,it happened in the coldest Month
I lived with my lovely parents who loved me carelessly.
None of them interfered with my freedom
My mum scarcely noticed me ,
Though i was her only boy,
Mum was always a hermit
But in dad's presence...
Was much afraid and distant in her behaviours,
My heart was in a ferment,
And my blood ached..
I declaimed verses loud..
..for i knew a great deal of poetry
I was so frightened of this love...and..
And...was on a tiptoed expectations,
I had a lot in knacks but all were fancies
I had a horse to ride,
I did saddle it myself..
But the love dad and mum had to me was worrying
I remember at that time,
Riding down hill..
The image of woman,
The vision of love spotted into my eyes
My brain scarcely ever rose in this kind of a definite shape,
I felt lay hidden,quarterly concious,
Something new..unetterably sweet
This ammunition,this freedom permeated my whole being,
I breathed it in,coarsed into my veins and hit hard my heart..
I remember the same day at night,
My mother inquired about my marital status in thoughts...
How could i without her careful love?
Dad was so much in amusement..
Rather paid dowry for me than caring..
This clad of careless love!!
