Are you in pain?
Bello Folakunmi@bellofolakunmi846557
11 months ago
#poetry
Pain,my one and only constant companion. I feel like I get stabbed a million times with every breath I take,I feel helpless in this world I live in. Asking for help isn't an option says the voice buried deep inside my head which drives me to drown deeper and deeper under the water. No one really understands my pain even I too don't know how to explain it.
I feel this sorrow and sadness everyday but yet I covered up with a smile . "You're the most strongest person I've met;" they say but am I really what they say?or am I just another loser who tries to get by everyday without getting wasted.
I'm lonely but I hate to admit it so I cover up by saying I don't really need anyone. I love people who don't love me back,my life keeps going sideways which brings up the constant question to my sanity. I hate my life, anytime I think about it,it makes me wants to cry and curse and seclude myself from human existence.
I would have said my hormones are acting up but this is worse than that,life keeps messing with me every chance it gets. I won't lie thought of ending it all comes to my mind lately but I fight it out by motivating myself that I haven't accomplished anything. But how long will I keep fighting;I'm no warrior nor do I have a shield or armor to protect me.
I feel sore ,I'm not myself,I feel I keep drawing close to the edge everyday,if I'm not careful I fear I may lose it all.
