An escape to reality
Bello Folakunmi@bellofolakunmi846557
11 months ago
#poetry
#nircle community
She is out of space, writing is her only escape. Everytime her hands touches the pen, memories of her life keeps flooding in. She pours out her anguish all over the papers,she is devastated when she writes out her pains away. Life doesn't makes any sense to her,she loves to rant it all out in her writings,she prefers this to telling a fellow human like her.
She doesn't want their symphatizing look,she wants them to understand her not just tell her sorry and go on with their daily lives. But it seems no one could tell after all, they feel she is making it all up ;"ohh she is just a child,she is just doing all this to gain attention",They say.
She regrets ever telling them,she becomes more furious and blamed herself for ever speaking up. She could have kept it to herself and try to get out of this never ending maze all alone. She Hates herself for trying, trying to get out of this.
Then she notices,she feels a lot better when she tells the stories to the pages of her diary,at Least all they do is lie there waiting for her while she writes every pains away and besides it doesn't criticize her. She feels less sad Everytime she jots it down.
She realized that life keeps getting better everyday and found herself fighting for a better sanity and mindset. She needs to fight this,she can do it. If not for writing,what would be her end?
