A heart made of stone
Bello Folakunmi@bellofolakunmi846557
11 months ago
#poetry #nircle community
I'm in trouble, serious trouble. I went for an X Ray scan and guess what;I realized I didn't have a heart but one of stone. The one you turn to once you set eyes with Medusa the Gorgon. I am not shocked especially since I had always felt numbness Everytime in my chest. I have always felt the need of ripping out my heart open without baiting an eye since it is worthless to me.
My energy gets drained just thinking about it,I get cracky whenever I try to use it. The moment I came to terms that I'm no longer human,my heart was long gone; discarded like a trash into the trash can. My curiosity got the best of me and I came face to face with the possibility of incapable of finding love;indeed curiosity killed the cat.
My greatest fear right now is me not realizing when my loved ones are in trouble;not knowing that they need help,not knowing that they wail to me to help rescue them from bondage. I fear that till they gave their last breath that I will still be clueless, that I would have no idea that they are gone and had left me in this lonely cruel and wicked world.
All of this could happen all because my heart is made of concrete and not blood pumping in and out my veins or artery. I would have asked for help but what's the use;my heart is gone and never coming back.
#psyched
