Precious Eyo
@preciouseyo450605
1 year ago
As I dutifully lifted my hands in the midst of God's people enjoying His presence, I couldn't help but feel guilty of my last activity before coming here.
As the lead chorister leads the congregation in this song,
"In Christ alone, my hope is found
He is light, my strength, my song".
my mind bugged me because it's the biggest lie.
How do I explain the fact that
I had just exited from my abode of strength- the home of immortality.
How do I explain that in here, was the home of darkness.
How do I explain the only songs my lips genuinely produces are moans in the other room.
Rounding up the lyrics of the first stanza with,
"Here in the power of Christ I stand".
How do I also explain, long long time ago my stamina failed, and that I stand only through the clutches of sin.
With my hands still lifted up, joining the choir to sing
"I have decided to follow Jesus
I have decided to follow Jesus
I have decided to follow Jesus
No turning back
No turning back".
How do I explain that Dele had promised to give me the time of my life tonight, on a hotel bed.
How do I explain that after I leave here I will be spoilt rotten by a man who isn't my husband.
How do I explain that though I love the things of God, I love what "they" do to my body, how they make it run Gaga's.
Yea, "they" because the He's are more than one.
i love how they kiss off all the purity in me and how how I'm circumcised on a huge mattress of pleasure.
How do I explain that though with my hands lifted in this service all my mind plays is the most juicy moment I had riding on the laps of Daniel few minutes ago.
Yea, I came straight away from his house to this holy arena
and surprisingly I have no shame.
