Peace Matthew
@peacematthew
1 year ago

My skin flinched from the slight touch of his hand
Goosebumps appears to my skin at the sight of him
My heart beat rapidly, like it will jump out of me in the moment he called my name
My name, he called my name with much ice in his word that can quench a volcano
My heart couldn't stop beating harder and faster, I could hear my heart pounding like explosives
I wonder if he could hear my heartbeat
But his eyes, those cold and lifeless eyes that penetrate my soul with fear
Glared at me blankly with utmost disgust
I felt like burying myself into the ground forever rather than in his presence
At first, he wasn't anything like the monster he is now
Deception he served to me in the morning, like a breakfast in bed
The breakfast in bed blinded my eyes, my eyes saw a punic faith filled with love rather than the truth
Mama warned me against wolves in sheep clothing, I was so blinded by the sweet jokes and how beautiful he made me feel then
Then was a beautiful fantasy of a sought dream, now is ugly with much nightmares, fright and regret to share among thousands of generations in many household
The morning life we shared was bittersweet, but Afternoon was hell and Night was much worse than hell
I just couldn't runaway even if I wanted to desperately
He is like a shadow of mine, willing to follow my every move to taunt me
I just have to survive the way I can, being the shell of myself.

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