Aisha Abdulhakeem
@aishaabdulhakeem883425
1 year ago

Always on the edge of insanity
Demons in my head playing tug of war
Schizophrenic tendencies everyday
So i take some pills to the head
They wouldn't understand if i told
Always been a cog in the wheel of life
Moving in the same pattern for eternity
Life is turning into one big escape room
I keep on dying inside
I despise myself
I know I'm not normal
My heart is in turmoil as i trip over life
I can't explain my feelings but I'm hurt
Laying down in a coffin of my making
My stomach churns as i spit out blood
Eyes blurry as i look to the sky
Expecting nothing but more pain
I just want to cease from existence
Burn me down until am nothing but memories
like a lone boat in great billowing waves
At the risk of being turned over anytime soon
It really is cold out here💔

#NircleStories
#Lonersthoughts

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