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1 year ago
SUICIDE A SELFISH ACT
Everyone was wailing in tears, I saw my mum the pain she was going through was real, she talked about the first day I called her mama she was laughing with her eyes full of tears . She recalled the moment I would cry my eyes out whenever she goes out with me but now her little baby was their lying lifelessly. Then I moved to my siblings the couldn’t bear it the were crying bitterly, the shook my body but all to no avail the talked about my favorite food, the way I react to situations, yes am annoying but the loved me so much.
My dad kept staring into the blank spaces, he was still unsure for how to react, he was so shocked; he told people what I wanted to be in future and how well I Would have done in that field. Now who is going to live those dreams, there little baby was their lying lifelessly.
I took my pain away, I lifted the burden off my shoulders because the pain was too much to bear but then I ended up putting other people in pain , a pain the might never recover from, I felt so lonely and depressed but now I understand I wasn’t just living for myself, I also live for people around me . I felt useless and felt I was a nuisance to them all but now I understand the just wanted to see me keep living.
Then I heard my mum saying I thought you were a strong girl, you have fought many battles within yourself since you were little, what was different about this she asked my lifeless body .
Then I realized that am the most selfish person, I was only thinking about myself I didn’t think about the pain of people that cares about me because I felt the care wasn’t enough. But then it was too late, I wept bitterly muttering mum am sorry but she couldn’t hear me anyway.
And a heavy breeze blew the curtain and the sun shone on my face, I woke up realizing that it was all a dream, I felt so perplexed I pick out the information the dream was giving me, which is SUICIDE IS SELFISH. No matter how frustrating life might be when the thought of sucide comes to you first consider people that love and care for you the pain they will go through which the might never heal from.
Suicide is a selfish act.
1 year ago